Spiritual Intrusions : Journal & Misc Writings

The Voice That Intrudes : It would be so quiet here so quiet here tonight I know it would be if not for the voice the voice that intrudes the voice that tries to deprive me of sleep and it is almost midnight now I'm about to turn in shortly the voice is there waiting waiting to escalate the voice never seems to take a night off so this battle for sleep has become something of a routine sometimes I gain ground sometimes I lose it I am glad to report that it has now been well over a year since this voice deprived me of an entire night of sleep this is not a complete victory not while the struggle still goes on yet it is some measure of victory and I'll gladly hold on to that and I will continue to strive to win back the night from this voice *** -3/20/2020

The First Incident  "We can see you" "we can hear you" "and we can touch you" I heard the menacing voice say just as I felt a jab in my lower back that was the first incident right there it was a late February afternoon "we can hear you" and now I could hear them to from that day forth I began to hear voices voices that I had foolishly invited into my life voices from "beings" that I had been speaking to for a number of weeks that Winter by means of what you could call "electronic channeling" yet prior to this incident I had heard them on recordings and not beyond that yet here.....such a barrier was crossed the voices stormed out of the recordings and they went on the attack night and day moment by moment "a voices bombardment" that I never would have imagined "and we can touch you" and I was soon to discover that they certainly could do that to from that day forth I began...

This Battle for Sleep Begins Again : 3/19/2020 I’m about to call it a day Get into bed And run the gauntlet If I’m lucky I’ll fall asleep Within thirty minutes or less I would consider that a good night Recently it hasn’t been too bad But there are many nights When I can’t fall asleep For an hour…..or two….or even three I can’t fall asleep Because of the intrusions The voices The bodily sensations The presence of these entities That see me as little more Than a sitting duck When I’m in bed trying to sleep They don’t want me getting A good night of rest They are out to hit me With sleep deprivation When I’m feeling worn down From lack of sleep This makes them seem So much stronger And more menacing to me In the past They would occasionally Deprive me of a whole night of sleep Then the next day I would be feeling the effect of this And hearing the effect as well For when I am feeling worn down The voices become m...

Hearing Voices and Ringing in the Ears There it is The ringing in the ears And through that ringing I hear the voices speaking The invisible intruders Their voices are faint Yet there’s a sharpness to them They pierce right through The quiet of the night And that ringing That ringing that has often Accompanied these voices that I hear I remember hearing it Back in the early days Back when this oppression first started How intense that ringing in the ears was back then I remember thinking to myself That it seemed like the sound Of my mind shattering Into a thousand pieces Since those days The ringing comes and goes I most often hear these voices With no accompanying ringing at all Yet it always seems to return It always comes back around It can happen at any time Day or night And I am hearing it this night Right at this very moment *** -3/20/2020

Hearing Voices Late At Night – Spring of 2015 I remember that night Back in the Spring of 2015 It was very late I was outside On my back porch Smoking a cigarette Or maybe a few I was trying to calm my nerves I couldn’t sleep I hadn’t been sleeping well For the past week I had been tormented that entire day By the sadistic voices These invisible entities These evil spirits….these demons These who knows what? As I looked out upon the nightly scene This place …….my home Yet it all seemed so different now I was hanging on to it by a thread There was an eerie calm An eerie quiet In a way that is The world around me was quiet Yet this only seemed To bring out the presence of the voices e ven more It’s hard to describe with words The menacing voices were alright Yet the silence of the rest of the world all around me Was deafening in a way It seemed to signify A revelation to me A reflection upon how it was Before the arr...