Psychic Attack - Voices Oppression : 4-8-2022

Psychic Attack - Voices Oppression  : 4-8-2022

This afternoon when I was at work

 there was a point when

 I was hearing the voice

 of this spirit attachment

 the female sounding voice

 the one that calls herself Crystal 

very clearly and her voice seemed

 quite internal this time

 it was an internal voice 

like a voice in my head

 I hear her voice

 on a day-to-day basis still 

she’s the only one

 that I still hear on a day-to-day basis

 she’s the only one

 that I still consider an attachment

 attached to my life 

when the situation all started for me

 I was hearing many voices

 it started when I was doing

 EVP recording for a couple of months

 during the winter of 2015

 and on my recordings

 I was hearing many voices

 some of them seemed 

to be there all the time

 during each recording session

 I would recognize that I’m hearing

 the same voices night after night

 I first heard Crystal‘s voice 

on my recordings

 I first heard her voice

 during the second month

 and right away I knew 

that there was something

 different about her 

though at that time 

I didn’t have any idea

 what she was capable of

 she seemed like something of a prankster

 like she was trying

 to mess around with me

 for her own amusement

 but I had no idea 

that before long

 I would be hearing her voice

 beyond the recordings

 I had no idea

 how sadistic she would be

 throughout this whole ordeal

 she’s always been the main voice

 my main tormentor 

yes …back in the beginning 

I was hearing many voices

yet over time ….. gradually

 most of the other voices went away

 I don’t know why

 just her voice remained from day to day 

though occasionally

 I’ll still hear another voice

 usually it’s at night

and I can tell right away

 because Crystal’s voice 

had a distinct sound to it

 that I would recognize anywhere

 I mean I’ve heard this same female voice 

every day since 2015

 you better believe

 that I recognize it anywhere

 so occasionally I’ll still hear another voice

 that’s not her

 occasionally I’ll hear a male voice

 where Crystal’s voice is distinctly female

 but these other voices

 don’t stick around anymore

 I’ll hear them one night and that’s it

I won’t hear them again

 at least not for a long time

 and even these incidents 

of hearing other voices

 is becoming less and less frequent

 at least it seems so to me

 

yet her voice is still here 

when I’m at work

 I would say that’s the time of my day

 when I hear her the least 

because I’m usually 

distracting myself with something

 I do often hear her while I’m at work though 

 but at least I get some time

 when I’m not hearing her 

maybe an hour …maybe two

so  it was nothing out of the ordinary

 when I heard her voice this afternoon

 except that her voice

 sounded a bit clearer 

and it was very internal this time 

I’ve heard her voice this way before

 I’ve heard her voice

 a number of different ways

 like it’s originating from the outside

 like it’s originating from the inside

 and sometimes it seems

 like it’s some kind of intrusive telepathy

 which for me is like hearing a voice

 hearing her voice

 but in a way that’s like hearing thoughts

 but she’s speaking to me through thoughts

 like she’s tapped into my thoughtstream

 yes I’ve heard her voice

 a number of different ways

 I forget most of what 

she was saying this afternoon already

 I’m very fortunate in that somehow

 I seem to have developed the ability

 to push whatever I hear from her

 out of my memory very quickly

 most of the time at least …not all of the time

 but most of the time

 I would say because most of the time

 it’s just the same old meaningless chatter far-fetched storylines

 or insults and criticisms about me

 but this afternoon

 I heard her say something like 

“you have no idea how much

 we influence people

 how much we influence things”

 and I just was thinking

 maybe she’s telling the truth

 maybe there are many people out there

 who are influenced by voices 

even if they don’t hear them

 maybe in this world… in our lives 

we’re surrounded by chatter…by voices

 and sometimes they’re trying

 to say things to us…. to influence us 

but most people can’t hear them

 but I can hear them now

 I was trying to hear them intentionally

 back in 2015

 I thought it would be interesting 

to capture spirit voices on recording 

I had no idea then

 what it would lead to

 maybe they were always there… talking to me but because of what I did

 I changed something with my hearing

 I altered my perceptions 

and now I can hear those voices

 or at least this one still 

maybe Crystal was there

 long before I was recording

 and through recording

 I changed my hearing 

so now that I can hear her

 or maybe through my recording

 I just got some attention 

maybe I was like a bright shining beacon

 like a bright welcome sign 

shining through the astral

 like saying “here I am”

 “I want you to talk to me”

“ I want to hear your voices”

if I only knew back then… but I didn’t

 I do now 

but I really miss those days when I didn’t

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• 4/8/2022